Praying for God's Peace

Why is waiting so hard? I received a call from Genome - the company that runs the Oncotype DX test which confirmed that the test is covered by my insurance. That is good news, as the cost is around $4,000. However, that also means that they have not begun the testing yet, I was actually hoping for results by now. The gal indicated that it would be 10-14 days. That's like years on the breast cancer stress clock!

I am struggling with the wait and asking you all to pray for me. I am praying first of all for God's peace to surround me as I wait. Also for His peace when I get the test results and make the final decision whether or not to undergo chemotherapy or skip right to radiation. I would like the decision to be very clear. I am also trying not to surf the net to read other people's breast cancer treatment stories for now. There is just too much out there, and too many opinions. I have enough hard cold facts and need to lean into the presence of the Lord right now. Well, always really, but there is a place for hard cold facts as well...